I miss you more than I can say. I just can't be around alcohol. It ruined so much in my life. It ruined my parents love, it ruined my first marriage, it's ruining my brother. . . it comes to kill, steal and destroy.
I've broken down twice in the past week about my love for you. I have broken down once tonight about not being able to conceive a child and about how much pain I'm in all of the time.
Life is just not worth living sometimes and I don't understand the hurt. I don't understand why I deserve so much pain. I don't know what I did wrong. Tell me what I can do to make addictions in our families go away and I will do it.
Make me understand why it's more important than family, than love, than happiness and a future, and I will leave you alone, and I won't mention it again.
That's all I have to say.
About Me
- Firecracker
- I am a married 27 year old, full time working woman of God. Charlie and I were married on 7-7-07, we are both previously divorced. We have been together since 2006. I grew up in Stonington, IL but was born in Maroa, IL which is where my mom grew up and my family still lives, and he grew up in Clinton/DeWitt, IL where he still has family.
Mrs Day
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