God, I feel like I'm falling .
I did it again.
I've done it again. I've sinned. Blatantly sinned. I can't be friends with sinners, I've realized this, because when I am, I fall to old habits.
I'm so sorry Lord, I'm just suffering so, and I don't know why ...I'm doubting Lord, and I don't want to be!
Please help me see that Faith is the only way!
Love,
Ashley
Saturday, November 20, 2010
More Promises To Stand On
Is it God's will that I give birth to children?
-YES! Absolutely!
Genesis 1:28
Then God blessed them and said, "Be fruitful and multiply. Fill the earth and govern it. Reign over the fish in the sea, the birds in the sky, and all the animals that scurry along the ground."
It's not God's will to hold any blessings from you!
Psalm 84:11
For the LORD God is our sun and our shield. He gives us grace and glory. The LORD will withhold no good thing from those who do what is right.
Psalm 113:9
He gives the childless woman a family, making her a happy mother. Praise the LORD!
You are already blessed with fruitfulness
Because of what Jesus did for us on the Cross, all believers are blessed with the blessings of faithful Abraham. Are you married to a person of the opposite sex? Are you a born-again believer? If yes, then the blessing of fruitfulness of the womb is already available to you. All you have to do is apply faith (confidence) in God's willingness and ability to make you fruitful and most assuredly fruitfulness of the womb will be realized and appropriated to you. In addition, you are entitled to a normal childbirth free from Miscarriage [Exodus 23:26].
Galatians 3:29, Galatians 3:9
"Now that you belong to Christ, you are the true children of Abraham. You are his heirs, and now all the promises God gave to him belong to you."
Deuteronomy 7:14
You shall be blessed above all peoples; there shall not be a male or female barren among you or among your livestock.
Exodus 23:26
There shall be no one miscarrying or barren in your land; I will fulfill the number of your days.
Respond to Infertility with Faith and Prayer
The Bible shows us through example how to overcome infertility problems. The remedy for infertility and/or miscarriage is by faith and prayer. You now see that it is definitely God's will for you to be fruitful in your body (fertile) so respond to the mountain of infertility with faith and the spoken word. Call those things that be not as though they were. Saturate yourself in the word until faith springs forth and you believe the word of God more than you believe your natural circumstances, your doctors diagnosis, and old wives tales. All those reports in the natural may be real but truth exists beyond what you can see, taste, hear, smell, or touch. Use your faith in God's word to appropriate his blessings, and most assuredly, soon your desire for children will be realized. Praise God!
Romans 4:17-18
Abraham's faith did not weaken, even though he knew that he was too old to be a father at the age of one hundred and that Sarah, his wife, had never been able to have children. He staggered not at the promise of God through unbelief; but was strong in faith, giving glory to God.
Hebrews 11:11
By faith Sarah herself also received strength to conceive seed, and she bore a child when she was past the age, because she judged Him faithful who had promised.
Rebekah conceived her first child in answer to Isaac's prayers.
Genesis 25:21
Isaac pleaded with the LORD on behalf of his wife, because she was unable to have children. The LORD answered Isaac's prayer, and Rebekah became pregnant with twins.
Hannah's prayers for a child were answered.
1 Samuel 1:27
I prayed for this child, and the LORD has granted me what I asked of him.
John the Baptist was conceived as the result of Zechariah's prayers.
Luke 1:13, 14
But the angel said to him, Do not be afraid, Zacharias, for your prayer is heard; and your wife Elizabeth will bear you a son, and you shall call his name John. And you will have joy and gladness, and many will rejoice at his birth.
-YES! Absolutely!
Genesis 1:28
Then God blessed them and said, "Be fruitful and multiply. Fill the earth and govern it. Reign over the fish in the sea, the birds in the sky, and all the animals that scurry along the ground."
It's not God's will to hold any blessings from you!
Psalm 84:11
For the LORD God is our sun and our shield. He gives us grace and glory. The LORD will withhold no good thing from those who do what is right.
Psalm 113:9
He gives the childless woman a family, making her a happy mother. Praise the LORD!
You are already blessed with fruitfulness
Because of what Jesus did for us on the Cross, all believers are blessed with the blessings of faithful Abraham. Are you married to a person of the opposite sex? Are you a born-again believer? If yes, then the blessing of fruitfulness of the womb is already available to you. All you have to do is apply faith (confidence) in God's willingness and ability to make you fruitful and most assuredly fruitfulness of the womb will be realized and appropriated to you. In addition, you are entitled to a normal childbirth free from Miscarriage [Exodus 23:26].
Galatians 3:29, Galatians 3:9
"Now that you belong to Christ, you are the true children of Abraham. You are his heirs, and now all the promises God gave to him belong to you."
Deuteronomy 7:14
You shall be blessed above all peoples; there shall not be a male or female barren among you or among your livestock.
Exodus 23:26
There shall be no one miscarrying or barren in your land; I will fulfill the number of your days.
Respond to Infertility with Faith and Prayer
The Bible shows us through example how to overcome infertility problems. The remedy for infertility and/or miscarriage is by faith and prayer. You now see that it is definitely God's will for you to be fruitful in your body (fertile) so respond to the mountain of infertility with faith and the spoken word. Call those things that be not as though they were. Saturate yourself in the word until faith springs forth and you believe the word of God more than you believe your natural circumstances, your doctors diagnosis, and old wives tales. All those reports in the natural may be real but truth exists beyond what you can see, taste, hear, smell, or touch. Use your faith in God's word to appropriate his blessings, and most assuredly, soon your desire for children will be realized. Praise God!
Romans 4:17-18
Abraham's faith did not weaken, even though he knew that he was too old to be a father at the age of one hundred and that Sarah, his wife, had never been able to have children. He staggered not at the promise of God through unbelief; but was strong in faith, giving glory to God.
Hebrews 11:11
By faith Sarah herself also received strength to conceive seed, and she bore a child when she was past the age, because she judged Him faithful who had promised.
Rebekah conceived her first child in answer to Isaac's prayers.
Genesis 25:21
Isaac pleaded with the LORD on behalf of his wife, because she was unable to have children. The LORD answered Isaac's prayer, and Rebekah became pregnant with twins.
Hannah's prayers for a child were answered.
1 Samuel 1:27
I prayed for this child, and the LORD has granted me what I asked of him.
John the Baptist was conceived as the result of Zechariah's prayers.
Luke 1:13, 14
But the angel said to him, Do not be afraid, Zacharias, for your prayer is heard; and your wife Elizabeth will bear you a son, and you shall call his name John. And you will have joy and gladness, and many will rejoice at his birth.
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Receive It.
So, since God's given me the name of my child one day at work that He promised to give me, I was excited at the time, but I've let that promise slowly fade. I never grabbed hold of it. I never took it, thanked Him, and RECEIVED IT. Not even after a lady who called me named Connie said she prayed I would have MORE eggs. Samson Elliott Day is closer and closer to getting here and I can FEEL it. God told me last night in the silence and the stillness and quiet calmness all around me that we would be able to tell my family this Christmas that I was finally pregnant.
He showed me a vision so strong I almost started crying right then and there. I saw myself wrapping up a little onesie and giving it to my mom with a little Santa Hat and her opening it and crying profusley.
In the vision, we gave her this gift last of course as a most beautiful surprise and either I or Charlie was filming it the whole time.
I can't wait. I will grab hold of that promise and claim healing for our reproductive organs, our fertility, and my back!
Ever since I've claimed healing at the cross ...Jesus has already healed Charlie's sperm. How do I know? I can just tell, I'll leave the details out, unless someone wants to know, but I KNOW IT! I thanked God last night that it was healed!
Doctors?! HA!
All we need we have in the ultimate healer and he did that long, long, ago!
He showed me a vision so strong I almost started crying right then and there. I saw myself wrapping up a little onesie and giving it to my mom with a little Santa Hat and her opening it and crying profusley.
In the vision, we gave her this gift last of course as a most beautiful surprise and either I or Charlie was filming it the whole time.
I can't wait. I will grab hold of that promise and claim healing for our reproductive organs, our fertility, and my back!
Ever since I've claimed healing at the cross ...Jesus has already healed Charlie's sperm. How do I know? I can just tell, I'll leave the details out, unless someone wants to know, but I KNOW IT! I thanked God last night that it was healed!
Doctors?! HA!
All we need we have in the ultimate healer and he did that long, long, ago!
how to pray.
Continue to meditate on the truth until you see your past and your condition (such as sickness, disease or infertility) as God sees it – disarmed and powerless. Don’t allow any sickness or disease to have an exalted position in your life anymore. Stop looking at yourself and what you can or can’t do, and look to what Jesus HAS DONE! Healing is a free gift that we received upon our salvation. We were saved by grace through faith. God will NOT withhold what He has already provided! Healing is your inheritance so you can freely embrace what Jesus has already purchased for you!
Friday, November 12, 2010
Healing
I come to him now for healing. He's healed me.
He's healed my husband. As soon as I claimed it , he did it for us!
Samson Elliott Day is on his way. Conceive him, breathe him, in my mind, heart, spirit and my body.
Healthy and whole because of the cross.
And, that is the end!
Ashley
He's healed my husband. As soon as I claimed it , he did it for us!
Samson Elliott Day is on his way. Conceive him, breathe him, in my mind, heart, spirit and my body.
Healthy and whole because of the cross.
And, that is the end!
Ashley
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Expectancy
Expectancy is the breeding ground for miracles!
Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. Heb 11:1
Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. Heb 11:1
Gods Will
God’s Word is His Will for our lives
Posted on October 4, 2010 by Nerida Walker
Did you realise that you can know God’s will for your life?
God’s will for you isn’t what the doctors say, what your symptoms say, what your diagnosis is, what your bank balance is or what the natural circumstances dictate; but rather what His Word says! It is therefore important that we dig into God’s Word so that we can discover what it says and understand His perfect will for every area of our lives. And once we know what it says we then need to start renewing our mind with its truth so that our thinking can be transformed and we can believe it for ourselves.
There may be times in our lives when our circumstances don’t line up with the Word, and we may conclude that what happened was God’s will for that situation. But we need to realise that God’s Word isn’t proven or disproven by our personal experiences. When our circumstances don’t line up with what the Word says, we shouldn’t judge or assume it is God’s will. Instead we should continue to make what God’s Word says to be the final authority, because when we live by that truth that is when it can become reality in our lives.
We can be certain that God’s cannot act contrary to His own Word. God will never break His Word – ever! He has sworn by Himself so we can be confident that He will always keep His promises.
Now that is Good News!
Posted on October 4, 2010 by Nerida Walker
Did you realise that you can know God’s will for your life?
God’s will for you isn’t what the doctors say, what your symptoms say, what your diagnosis is, what your bank balance is or what the natural circumstances dictate; but rather what His Word says! It is therefore important that we dig into God’s Word so that we can discover what it says and understand His perfect will for every area of our lives. And once we know what it says we then need to start renewing our mind with its truth so that our thinking can be transformed and we can believe it for ourselves.
There may be times in our lives when our circumstances don’t line up with the Word, and we may conclude that what happened was God’s will for that situation. But we need to realise that God’s Word isn’t proven or disproven by our personal experiences. When our circumstances don’t line up with what the Word says, we shouldn’t judge or assume it is God’s will. Instead we should continue to make what God’s Word says to be the final authority, because when we live by that truth that is when it can become reality in our lives.
We can be certain that God’s cannot act contrary to His own Word. God will never break His Word – ever! He has sworn by Himself so we can be confident that He will always keep His promises.
Now that is Good News!
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Why God?
God, if your there, then why?
Why do you make us think that we're starting to get everything we've longed for and then take it away and in a second, it's gone.
Why does the doctor say lose weight and you can have a child, but then they give me degenerative arthritis diagnosis and I have horrible back and hip pain and can't workout!
Even when I was skinny I didn't get pregnant, so that has absolutely nothing to do with it!
I'm done. My dreams are over God. You won. I won't have anything in this life because you have said I can't have it. I don't know what I did to not deserve anything when everyone around me is getting everything, but you've won, I'm done!
Why do you make us think that we're starting to get everything we've longed for and then take it away and in a second, it's gone.
Why does the doctor say lose weight and you can have a child, but then they give me degenerative arthritis diagnosis and I have horrible back and hip pain and can't workout!
Even when I was skinny I didn't get pregnant, so that has absolutely nothing to do with it!
I'm done. My dreams are over God. You won. I won't have anything in this life because you have said I can't have it. I don't know what I did to not deserve anything when everyone around me is getting everything, but you've won, I'm done!
To Daddy
I miss you more than I can say. I just can't be around alcohol. It ruined so much in my life. It ruined my parents love, it ruined my first marriage, it's ruining my brother. . . it comes to kill, steal and destroy.
I've broken down twice in the past week about my love for you. I have broken down once tonight about not being able to conceive a child and about how much pain I'm in all of the time.
Life is just not worth living sometimes and I don't understand the hurt. I don't understand why I deserve so much pain. I don't know what I did wrong. Tell me what I can do to make addictions in our families go away and I will do it.
Make me understand why it's more important than family, than love, than happiness and a future, and I will leave you alone, and I won't mention it again.
That's all I have to say.
I've broken down twice in the past week about my love for you. I have broken down once tonight about not being able to conceive a child and about how much pain I'm in all of the time.
Life is just not worth living sometimes and I don't understand the hurt. I don't understand why I deserve so much pain. I don't know what I did wrong. Tell me what I can do to make addictions in our families go away and I will do it.
Make me understand why it's more important than family, than love, than happiness and a future, and I will leave you alone, and I won't mention it again.
That's all I have to say.
Infertile ... Lord, Why Us?
Of course, inevitably the question of "why not adopt" comes up.
While there is no doubt that we would (and someday might)
completely and unconditionally love an adopted child,
adoption is not a cure for infertility. Adoption can't fill
the loss of creating a genetically related child with your
partner or the experiences of pregnancy and childbirth,
nor should it be expected to.
While there is no doubt that we would (and someday might)
completely and unconditionally love an adopted child,
adoption is not a cure for infertility. Adoption can't fill
the loss of creating a genetically related child with your
partner or the experiences of pregnancy and childbirth,
nor should it be expected to.
Friday, November 5, 2010
Birthday 28.
So, I made it. Birthday 28 today.
I got two cards from hubby last night and a beautiful balloon.
One card to come in the mail from hubby as a surprise... :)
He's the sweetest!
Love him!
Now off to eat and make some Banya for ma birfday!
Love,
Me ♥
I got two cards from hubby last night and a beautiful balloon.
One card to come in the mail from hubby as a surprise... :)
He's the sweetest!
Love him!
Now off to eat and make some Banya for ma birfday!
Love,
Me ♥
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